tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13943120101405575752024-03-05T12:12:32.281+08:00找自己……单身已久的我,对爱情没有什么憧憬,只想好好的做自己,无拘无束的生活~AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.comBlogger89125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-9071530639368562372012-10-25T23:58:00.001+08:002012-10-25T23:58:34.518+08:00又一年了转眼间,已有一年时间继上次的更新<br />
<br />
是时候回来了<br />
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我回来了AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-33981870114774706792011-10-28T00:04:00.001+08:002011-10-28T00:07:01.983+08:00爱了就沉沦推开门的那秒钟<br />有一股想逃跑的冲动<br />全身血液像瞬间被抽走<br />冰冷的感觉蔓延到胸口<br />我却表现地从容<br />不意外也不惊慌失措<br />你和他的分岔的感情<br />是你太堕落还是我放纵<br />我只是个平凡的人受伤也会痛<br />也会想放手从此陌生<br />我只是个平凡的人爱了就沉沦<br />要学着习惯伤痕<br /><br />我却表现地从容<br />不意外也不惊慌失措<br />你和他的分岔的感情<br />是你太堕落还是我太放纵<br />我只是个平凡的人受伤也会痛<br />也会想放手从此陌生<br />我只是个平凡的人爱了就沉沦<br />要学着习惯伤痕<br />不能要我的容忍<br />替你的背叛负起责任<br />我只是个平凡的人寻找对的人<br />也会期待让生命完整<br /><br />我只是个平凡的人爱了就沉沦<br />要抚平伤痕要失去灵魂<br />怎么做才能快乐AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-35963373720332889172011-10-22T03:43:00.002+08:002011-10-22T03:46:58.305+08:00如果真的爱一个人,<br />怎能不害怕和他分离,<br />而我们必须接受现实。<br />于是,长大了,<br />寂寞就是没有了爱,<br />比没有朋友更寂寞,<br />即使短暂也会刻骨铭心~AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-3243191036201664852011-08-17T02:04:00.002+08:002011-08-17T02:11:21.189+08:00Don't Dream It's Over]Don't Dream It's Over
<br />
<br />There is freedom with in
<br />There is freedom without
<br />Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
<br />There's a battle ahead
<br />Many battles are lost
<br />But you'll never see the end of the road
<br />While you're travelling with me
<br />
<br />*Hey now, hey now
<br />Don't dream it's over
<br />Hey now, hey now
<br />When the world comes in
<br />They come, they come
<br />To build a wall between us
<br />We know they won't win*
<br />
<br />Now I'm towing my car
<br />there's a hole in the roof
<br />My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
<br />In the paper today tales of war and of waste
<br />But you turn right over to the TV page
<br />
<br />*Hey now, hey now
<br />Don't dream it's over
<br />Hey now, hey now
<br />When the world comes in
<br />They come, they come
<br />To build a wall between us
<br />We know they won't win*
<br />
<br />Now I'm walking again
<br />To the beat of a drum
<br />And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
<br />Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
<br />Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief
<br />
<br />Hey now, hey now
<br />Don't dream it's over
<br />Hey now, hey now
<br />When the world comes in
<br />They come, they come
<br />To build a wall between us
<br />We know they won't win
<br />Don't let them win
<br />Don't dream it's over
<br />
<br />Hey now, hey now
<br />Don't let them win
<br />Don't dream it's over
<br />Don't let them win
<br />Don't let them win
<br />Hey now, hey now
<br />
<br />AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-18196782748473790662011-08-11T21:55:00.001+08:002011-08-11T23:56:50.270+08:00矛盾等待了很久,不过却感觉有点突然。。
<br />这是我期待的吗?我想要的吗?
<br />AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-74396648286734602372011-08-06T05:06:00.003+08:002011-08-06T05:27:59.605+08:00星期五的电影。。The Rise of the Planet of the Apes。好久没有感动了,也许我那伞爱情的大门已封闭了许久。<br />而我感性的世界也渐渐封尘麻木的失去了知觉的。<br /><br />刚才看了不幸电影The Rise of the Planet of the Apes, 里面有某些场面竟让我有了些感动。<br />这部电影题材围绕着动物和人类少许的感情,没有深厚的感情表白,而我竟觉得是部不错的电影和有益的教材……[我想我的确是感情空白严重病化了~哈哈]<br />人类为了追求医学的发达而不停入侵动物的世界,把它们当作白老鼠试验对象。然而有时确实非常残忍……<br />这部电影让我更加深刻认知动物是具有灵性的,我们共同相处在同个地球上,大家相辅而存,道德和宗教是具有渲染力教文明的人类如何存活下去。然而,某些国家为了争取世界上的地位却背道而行。<br /><br />我不懂自己到底要表达些什么了,唉…… -.-" 。 也许大概好几年没长篇大论,写作技巧几乎还给学校老师了。我会慢慢把它找回来的~AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-79153974018608075272011-08-04T13:59:00.000+08:002011-08-04T14:01:52.959+08:00爱情冷感指数<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKo-O-PExkeju6p02jEaJHe9Hd8_UW9KT1Z5ZWxmiNX3shXRCNz2qUge11HQHgZ_m3Z_SUG9B4GfnItVqqX_vSsMfwiH5ob2pImQL2dUeHI4t5iF-ye5TJaVrCjmWIrVvPm-pXnLEnkFQy/s1600/Capture.PNG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 334px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKo-O-PExkeju6p02jEaJHe9Hd8_UW9KT1Z5ZWxmiNX3shXRCNz2qUge11HQHgZ_m3Z_SUG9B4GfnItVqqX_vSsMfwiH5ob2pImQL2dUeHI4t5iF-ye5TJaVrCjmWIrVvPm-pXnLEnkFQy/s400/Capture.PNG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5636876919361367794" border="0" /></a>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-5382197594752387862011-08-01T04:54:00.000+08:002011-08-01T04:56:02.935+08:00放猪的信信我是放猪的信信AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-17643136586182157272011-07-28T20:20:00.001+08:002011-07-28T20:22:05.691+08:00午梦短短的一个下午觉,为何我会发恶梦?<br />我脑海深处到底隐藏着什么?AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-37385406992305442432011-07-27T07:08:00.003+08:002011-07-27T07:19:26.164+08:00逃亡今夜的我,睡了大概三四个小时。<br />然后就醒了过来,因为做了场恶梦……<br />梦见自己被恶魔追着,自己憋着呼吸拼命逃亡。<br />然而却是一场毫无方向的逃亡,感觉很难受。<br />而我在此刻也醒了过来……<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbd7EGtyp4R1wpSVboX3DNiz6Fm7Qal-qOnzl3POblF05kQ-o6E4pGrn9f2GADks1ZLwl4s80lfcc2PubA2EgZjU9GHHIvRIUNrYPu5EX-IRFVA2yRkhvqe2Up1hx7AcJrx0vU-O2HavXK/s1600/runaway.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 273px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbd7EGtyp4R1wpSVboX3DNiz6Fm7Qal-qOnzl3POblF05kQ-o6E4pGrn9f2GADks1ZLwl4s80lfcc2PubA2EgZjU9GHHIvRIUNrYPu5EX-IRFVA2yRkhvqe2Up1hx7AcJrx0vU-O2HavXK/s400/runaway.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5633804265849580050" border="0" /></a>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-22920369452143570462011-07-27T07:04:00.002+08:002011-07-27T07:08:18.854+08:00Eugene已过去……最近一直对Eugene这名字感到厌倦,觉得好假。<br />所以我决定换掉了,用回真名比较好。<br />我要亲自埋葬Eugene了……bye byeAhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-54042660768401228862011-07-27T00:06:00.001+08:002011-07-27T00:45:56.682+08:00蕭敬騰 <你> 完整版<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/iK4k2-SGwBc" allowfullscreen="" width="480" frameborder="0" height="390"></iframe><br /><br />你(You)<br /><br />作詞:蕭敬騰<br />作曲:陳奐仁<br />監製:蕭敬騰<br /><br />我夢裡出現了一個你 很陌生卻熟悉<br />還有架鋼琴一點旋律 它讓我不想清醒<br /><br />怕根本這世界沒有你 我好像生了病<br />再也沒回到那個夢裡 能不能再走回去<br /><br />一個從未見過的你 一件從未發生過的事<br />一件不可能的事實 我要抓著你的手要對你哭 求你別再離開我<br /><br />想從天上摘顆星給你 證明我想念你<br />還有一朵雲你說好嗎 也許這樣會好吧<br /><br />一個出現在夢的你 一直從不敢相信是你<br />一件不可能的事實 我願交換我的死去 用靈魂來陪你<br /><br />轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網<br />感覺我不再害怕 卻發現我有些冰冷<br />每次聽的心跳聲 卻也跟著黑夜無聲<br />我終於能和你慢慢每一天 就算回不去這世界 決不會後悔<br /><br />一個從未見過的你 卻讓我無止無境為你<br />一件不可能的事實 現在我不會再讓你離開我 我們終於在一起<br /><br />一個出現在夢的你 一直從不敢相信是你<br />一件不可能的事實 來交換我的死去 用靈魂來陪你AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-40242265029577424852011-07-24T19:06:00.002+08:002011-07-24T19:12:13.647+08:00无聊的日子无业游民的日子,开始觉得无聊了。<br />每天毫无目标的过日子,好像很颓废。<br />睡觉时间也日夜颠倒了,好累好累。<br />有什么事可以让我轻松过日子呢?AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-6927898759683682752011-07-23T04:04:00.002+08:002011-07-23T04:18:16.003+08:00迷失了自己最近不懂做么,做东西总是失魂,申请工作的履历表工作经验一栏的年份竟然写错。而且是多次弄错。真是丢脸极了。。。<br />原来换工作是这么难的一回事,也许当初不该急着辞职。三个星期了,似乎什么没有什么着落。<br />很想问问自己,是否该重新评估自己的方向和未来。当初设定的方向,似乎石沉大海了。而我,也慢慢的着急了,努力的寻找其他出路。但却还是迷失在自己迷宫里。有谁愿意当我明灯指引我走出这场迷宫呢?<br />路遥远,梦想更远……AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-53132691005876350402011-07-19T02:08:00.004+08:002011-07-19T02:10:44.027+08:00无业游民~已经二十天了,工作还是没着落……<br />还未知道自己的去向。只想做个懒人。<br />也许,我是个废人。AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-27770502840671169642011-07-03T02:53:00.001+08:002011-07-03T02:55:40.869+08:00给自己一个月的时间没工作了,<br />第一天,很开心。<br />第二天,开始找工。。<br />第三天,未知数。。。AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-30825244070547090062011-06-12T02:50:00.000+08:002011-06-12T02:51:31.068+08:00weird...i couldnt comment on my blog.. what is happening???AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-68457431597557746332011-06-11T04:16:00.001+08:002011-06-11T04:16:19.291+08:00counting...2 more weeks to go... what would I do for myself?<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-12993196418493683142011-06-06T02:38:00.001+08:002011-06-06T02:38:08.079+08:00where I belong?The journey of life is not easy as what we think. We are trying to simplify the life but there's full of challenging and blocking while you are walk through.. <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-88296872072851991832011-05-25T00:41:00.002+08:002011-06-12T02:50:31.058+08:00good bless me!<p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_eklcSZelFTE/TdvfoWUYwQI/AAAAAAAAAM0/vtJfDbUw384/2011-05-21%2022.50.12.jpg"></a></p>bad luck for the last few dats.. i really need semo luack..... <br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; CLEAR: both; FONT-SIZE: xx-small">Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-45867770308671285472011-05-22T00:06:00.001+08:002011-05-22T00:06:57.637+08:00want freedom....Freedom needed!<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-27667536347319706562011-05-18T23:53:00.001+08:002011-05-18T23:53:43.864+08:00when can I choose?So many things in life, all are yet to try, I couldn't do it all at the same time... and some may don't even have a chance to try...<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-16494841221181751212011-05-15T12:57:00.001+08:002011-05-15T12:57:03.650+08:00?<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-78402118494841119662011-05-15T12:56:00.001+08:002011-05-15T12:56:53.435+08:00sundayTesting<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.9</div>AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1394312010140557575.post-84415623072240724822011-02-11T01:10:00.003+08:002011-02-11T01:51:11.060+08:00叹……有时在想,为何我要做不喜欢的事,<br />常常让自己看起来独立和坚强。<br />伪装着自己的脆弱和无奈,<br />压抑自己情绪与性情。<br />倘若一天卸下防卫,会否像洪水冲破防提,留下满目场沧痍的具体……<br /><br />现实啊现实,为何现实总是那么难以掌控。<br />人生的剧本,我走了多少?<br />里面的情节,我了解了多少?<br />人物的特色,我诠释了多少?<br />还有多少,是我未知的?<br /><br />梦想,只能在梦中实现?<br />勇气,只能在酒醉拥有?<br />醒后,又得遵守现实游戏规则……<br /><br />人生走走停停,难道死亡才是终点?AhXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00405553927930713103noreply@blogger.com0