又一年了

转眼间，已有一年时间继上次的更新

是时候回来了

我回来了

爱了就沉沦

推开门的那秒钟
有一股想逃跑的冲动
全身血液像瞬间被抽走
冰冷的感觉蔓延到胸口
我却表现地从容
不意外也不惊慌失措
你和他的分岔的感情
是你太堕落还是我放纵
我只是个平凡的人受伤也会痛
也会想放手从此陌生
我只是个平凡的人爱了就沉沦
要学着习惯伤痕

我却表现地从容
不意外也不惊慌失措
你和他的分岔的感情
是你太堕落还是我太放纵
我只是个平凡的人受伤也会痛
也会想放手从此陌生
我只是个平凡的人爱了就沉沦
要学着习惯伤痕
不能要我的容忍
替你的背叛负起责任
我只是个平凡的人寻找对的人
也会期待让生命完整

我只是个平凡的人爱了就沉沦
要抚平伤痕要失去灵魂
怎么做才能快乐

如果真的爱一个人，
怎能不害怕和他分离，
而我们必须接受现实。
于是，长大了，
寂寞就是没有了爱，
比没有朋友更寂寞，
即使短暂也会刻骨铭心~

Don't Dream It's Over]

Don't Dream It's Over

There is freedom with in
There is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead
Many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're travelling with me

*Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win*

Now I'm towing my car
there's a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the TV page

*Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win*

Now I'm walking again
To the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief

Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win
Don't let them win
Don't dream it's over

Hey now, hey now
Don't let them win
Don't dream it's over
Don't let them win
Don't let them win
Hey now, hey now

矛盾

等待了很久，不过却感觉有点突然。。
这是我期待的吗？我想要的吗？

星期五的电影。。The Rise of the Planet of the Apes。

好久没有感动了，也许我那伞爱情的大门已封闭了许久。
而我感性的世界也渐渐封尘麻木的失去了知觉的。

刚才看了不幸电影The Rise of the Planet of the Apes， 里面有某些场面竟让我有了些感动。
这部电影题材围绕着动物和人类少许的感情，没有深厚的感情表白，而我竟觉得是部不错的电影和有益的教材……[我想我的确是感情空白严重病化了~哈哈]
人类为了追求医学的发达而不停入侵动物的世界，把它们当作白老鼠试验对象。然而有时确实非常残忍……
这部电影让我更加深刻认知动物是具有灵性的，我们共同相处在同个地球上，大家相辅而存，道德和宗教是具有渲染力教文明的人类如何存活下去。然而，某些国家为了争取世界上的地位却背道而行。

我不懂自己到底要表达些什么了，唉…… -.-" 。 也许大概好几年没长篇大论，写作技巧几乎还给学校老师了。我会慢慢把它找回来的~

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