Thursday, November 19, 2009

告别了,一切珍重

不知不觉,告别的季节慢慢促进,
我们即将对那三年半的情感告别。
一生人也许有很多次告别的机会,
这次告别为何却那么伤感与难舍。

回想起当初在这里开始的新生活,
大家从陌生人慢慢变成熟悉好友,
我们就这样度过了漫长的三年半。

我们共度了许多时光,
我们也曾经同甘共苦,
生活学业上互相扶助,
遇到挫折时互相扶持。

我们遇见带来喜悦的人,
我们遇见带来伤害的人。
要感谢喜悦为我带来快乐回忆,
也要感谢伤害带来茁壮的成长。

漫长的三年零六个月,
回想起仿佛是昨日的梦境,
一切事件依然飘旋脑海里。

昨日一切种种,
也许不值留恋;
也许刻苦铭心;
也许永远怀念。
我们相处了多半年,
却多了万分的不舍。

如今风儿轻轻奏起离歌,
告别的跫音已慢慢响起。
我们即将各自去告别,
追逐当初理想与梦想。

然而思念也化成缕烟,
飘散在这零散离别的季节里…
彼此来个小小约定,
我们的友谊不会轻易结束。

朋友的祝福就象天上的星星。
当星星出现时,
代表远方朋友正在关心你,想念着你。

当看不见天上星星时,
并不代表朋友忘记你,
而是他们被乌云挡住,
无法闪烁在你的眼前。
天上的星星是永恒的,
我们友谊也是永固的…

也许在千百年以后,
经几世纪大自然转换。
一天,星星也将坠毁在黑洞之间,
我们的友谊也会烟消云散。

一切早已事过境迁,
谁都将忘记谁是谁。
我们早已一身尘埃,
化成春泥滋润了大地…

Monday, November 16, 2009

What do i did before back to UUM for the LAST 7 DAYS???

Nothing special for my short break at home except FLOOD again at my hometown...


i was rest enough for these few days at home, sufficient food and over sleep for everyday, and my mood was pretty good, but except for the saturday is special (14/11/2009)...


i was awaken by my younger sis at the morning 10 when i was used to sleep at 5am , because i have to go to MEGAMALL PACIFIC BUTTERWORTH to pick my cousin, sis and my only niece ah girl...


Ain't she's cute? 1st time publish on blog, she got bit shy shy la..

i'm adnes, everyone call me gingging or ah girl..



at noon, we having lunch at a restaurent which was located inside the MEGAMALL, XXX Delighted...



I FOUND something strange on the menu, NO51 蓝带猪扒, i got no idea bout that, then start searching arounf the menu...

finally i found its pic... NO51, i stil wonder what it will contain inside...

i'm not dare to try, at last i orderred TOMYAM RM5, looks nice but tatse soso only..




after having lunch, i planned to run home d, but my mum saw this event and she want to stay and watch, nothing can do when mum strongly want to stay to watch this singing competition, at the backdrop there stated will start at 3pm, but it start after 30 mins late.. shit, watse my study time!!!!




i was dissapointed and suprises bout the participant performance, but as a audience standpoint what i can says is, "It's really small size event, no need to expect more"... the sound system was not perform well!

finally the competition was end and i start my journey home..





OMG it's heavy rain!!!!


i almost can't c the road, but i still able to take a pic with 1 hand (only 1 hand hold the steering). KENG!!!


15/11/2009,

IT's time to back to UUM for exam study as promised to myself before..



my mum prepare alot of mood and i 'da bao' lots of laksa for my friends, unfortunately i dint take the pic for the foods,



BUT.....


i'm succeed tooks video while i'm driving to UUM...




i drift with the train, finally i cut it and many cars (that time 1 hand take cam, 1 hand hold steering) KENG!!!!...

after that, i'm only realise i got potential to join the FOMULA 1...
am i KOD( King of drift)???



when nearly reach UUM, i saw the sky is dark.. think gonna heavy rain soon, but no...

Finally have to back to UUM environment, have sit on this narrow place for 7 days for exam study...HAIZ!!!!

梁文音-哭過就好了 MV & Lyris

旁白:我从来都不说不,
不是因为我愿意,
是因为我爱你

我从来都不生气,
不是因为我没有脾气,
是因为我爱你

我从来都不哭,
不是因为我没有眼泪,
是因为我爱你


【紫玫瑰】電視劇片尾曲梁文音 - 哭過就好了
詞: 姚若龍曲: 陳小霞
不喜歡懷疑什麼 並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同
我不是生氣 只是心痛
最討厭被誤會了 但越解釋越覺得難過
可以說人會變 但不能說
你會這麼做是我的錯
哭過就好了 伤都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱 為了牽手
不是為了爭吵 為了調頭
哭過就好了 痛都會走的
記憶有限 所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌 想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我長大了
越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Exam + Dismiss = Complicated heart...

Tml 15/11/09
im so sad that i'm going back to the jungle d even though i'm going to stay there for 7 days only and it's my last 7days university life...
WHY?? because i have face my exam again..

The last two exam, company secratary and thoery for accounting practise...
I hate exam... because my look will became like this...

and then too stress, finally faint jor...



i wish i could escape from exam soon ever..

but i love the moment share with my buddies,

i wish to have frens like this esp hot gals...haha


but i still appreciate that all i have...


Can u promise to HOLD the friendship we have?? YES I CAN!!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

A small Alor Setar Trip...

Again, a night without sleeping. im extreamly tired when the moring has come, because it's my dating time with roomate, and two litter cute juniot. it's makes me quite excited..

This morning we depart at 8.15am, thank you for bok eng.

First destination is going to have dimsum breakfast at alor setar '斗母宫'

the environment at here is quite suprised use, it designed and surround is quite class and peace. but in term of pricing of course...



must take a pic before we go and this is my nice roomate.


Next, we are moving to Muzim padi with located at Gunung Keriang


the outside view of Muzim Padi, It's look abit weired...





what interesting we hav found inside is, at the top floor there has a big wall paint. it's in round shape, what you need to do is just sit on the chair and the floor will move slowly. You can see there is the a scenery about Kedah, mostly is paddy field and kampung structure. Besides, there also exhibit the things about how the plant the paddy and product...That's all for that!!!

i was wondered with this aquarium, all the fish were freeze. izit sleeping? of course, same as the worker there.



arhh...i'm pulling a buffalo!!!


again, take a pic before we go.



Next, we continue our destination to makmal sains negara, It's cool and such a funny place! must go and u!!!

ah, i found my childhood memory here...



cool?


mirror mirror, i want to gain fat..

i can easily adjustr my weight, finally i become fat lo.

we are super model!!!

After this, we feel hungry already, it's time to get McD, at star parade pacific

My Lunch!



my Fun Fried! yeah!



Next, we toward to KL TOWER!

opps!! sorry is Alor Setar Tower... It's Second highest building in Malaysia wor...


the view from the tower

again and again, take a pic before we leave...

at last, FORBIA2 at Jitra Mall...

The sound effect of this movie really frighten us forseveral time, but finally it's end up by comedy story... i rated this movie 3 start out of 5

Monday, November 9, 2009

UUM New Graduation Rules

below are the new system, we aren't sure this is effected for who and when...

UNIVERSITI UTARA MALAYSIA
First Choice Universiti

2.0 GRADING SYSTEM
2.1 A candidate will be evaluated based on the following grade points:
Grade GradeScale Grade Point
A 85 - 100 4.0 (Excellent)
A- 80 - 84 3.67 (Excellent)
B+ 75 - 79 3.33 (Credit)
B 70 - 74 3.0 (Credit)
B- 65 - 69 2.67 (Pass)
C+ 60 - 64 2.33 (Pass)
C 55 - 59 2.0 (Fail)
C- 50 - 54 1.67(Fail)
D+ 45 - 49 1.33 (Fail)
D 40 - 44 1.0 (Fail)
F 0 - 39 0.00 (Fail)

3.0 TERM OF CONTINUED REGISTRATION
3.1Pass Status

A candidate who obtains a CGPA of less than 3.00 and at least 2.67 up to 2.99 for the semester will obtain a Conditional Pass Status.
The said candidate will be given a warning to upgrade his CGPA to achieve a Pass Status for the next semester.

3.3Fail Status
A candidate who obtains a CGPA of less than 2.67 in any semester will obtain a Fail Status and will be terminated from the University.
A candidate who obtains a Conditional Pass Status for two (2) consecutive semesters will also be terminated from the University.

5.0 AWARD OF DEGREE
In order to be awarded the degree, a candidate must fulfill the requirements as follows: follow and pass the examination for all subjects as determined by the programme of study and obtain a CGPA of at least 3.00

UNIVERSITI UTARA MALAYSIA
First Choice Universiti

沉沦了。。。


今晚我又失眠了,
心里有一股不安,
难以入眠,
也许是我太多愁善感了。

那么多年来,
我一直努力克服,
最后还是压抑不住。

习惯悲伤,
这就是我,
优柔寡断的我!

脑海里一直都往坏方面去想,
心情就像失去控制的滑翔翼,
在上空一直往不停往下坠,
仿佛就像坠入无底深渊,
毫无止尽往下沉轮。。。

多希望这一刻我能暂时性失忆,
一觉醒来什么都忘记;
或者找个人来给我安慰,
那也许我就不会再这么不安了。

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

下雨了...

今天整个下午,我没有任何预约,时间很自在..
午餐之后,我就直接躺在床上边读书然后就慢慢睡着了..
我睡得很好,很久没这么悠逸的睡过了..

一直到四点多,我终于舍得起床了,
我坐在电脑前,脸书一下...
回味着许久未未听的华语歌,一边悠闲的看着后天考试的笔记..
这时突然下起雨来了,那时是在听着陶子的"离开我",
这时气氛有点浪漫,而我也突然有兴致在部落上出现了..

昨晚晚餐后,从食堂走回宿舍途中,
天边那皎白粲亮的圆月深深吸引着我的目光,
顿时脑海里只有月光的画面,
一切生活考试的压力都抛离云霄海外去了...

曾经想过,如果我每晚都可以观赏美丽的星空,那是多么的美好.
今天月亮那么明,应该不会下雨咯。(我朋友这么对我说)
结果昨晚真的没下雨了...
我心里想明天的天气应该会是晴朗的吧.
今天中午时分走去吃午饭,天气可是艳阳高照的,
但是,在我午觉的时候却突然下起了雨来,
风雨无常...

最近的日子几乎都是常常处在心跳一百的状况里,
心里聚集了许多的失望,害怕和无奈,
失望来自于对人性的丑恶,
害怕于无法接受事情的发生,
悲哀无奈于我是多么的懦弱无助,

太多的事情无法去预测了,
往往的期望最终换来了许多的失落和无奈,
我实在非常厌倦生活在这样的圈子里...

人生可是充满那么多的无常,
我只是个普通人,我经不起那么多的考验刺激和挫败...



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Finally...

i wish i could reborn...